inside me

sejujurnye, aku takut akan diriku sendiri. aku takut akan masa depan. Aku takut aku akan kecewakan parents aku. im afraid what will happen to me in future. what will i do? what could i do? 

i need someone that will accompany me in any situation that i've face. i need someone that will comfort me. i need someone that will tell me and guide me. because i'm too afraid to face it alone. sometimes family can understand our situation. our friends can't always have a time with us. all i need is someone that can accept me with all my attitude and guide me until Jannah. that's all that i need but too difficult to find. sometimes when speak doesn't well writing can help. this is not for anybody but this is i need to release me.